“本届沃尔皮奖的获得者是——林深，《嘲弄者》，何亦折。”

林深是直接被贺呈陵拽起来的，对方拥抱他，用力去拍他的肩膀。

林深回抱他，轻声问，“我可以告诉他们吗？”

他问的模糊，但是贺呈陵却明白了。他这样回答他，“当然，只要你愿意，我刚才没说，就是为了将主动权留给你。”

林深拿到了那个奖杯，将它放在桌上，然后扶了扶麦。他先是用属于这座城市这个国家的语言进行了简短的问好，就算是讲不太熟悉的意大利语也十分动听。

紧接着，他开始发表正式的获奖感言。

“this is not the first ti i have e to venice， nor is it the first ti i have stood here this is the city that witnessed y honor and loss there are people i want to thank sittg on the stage whether it's all the cast bers of "the ocker" or y own tea， they have brought a lot this trophy is engraved not only with y na， but also with their na（这不是我第一次来到威尼斯，也不是我第一次站在这里。这是见证了我荣誉和失落的城市，这里的台下，坐着我想要感谢的人。无论是《嘲弄者》的所有剧组成员，还是我自己的团队，他们都带给了我很多很多，这个奖杯上刻着的不仅是我的名字，更是他们的名字。）”

林深指了一下大屏幕，“（he yizhi the ocker is a an without faith i ed to be the sa， but i've been thkg about what faith is buddhis says that everythg is false the eyes and ears， and the fite buddhist dhara is true christians say that they endure hardships before they die and hope for eternal life behd the politicians of all kds publicize their policies and nuro artists render their aesthetics《嘲弄者》中的何亦折是一个没有信仰的人，我曾经也是一样，但我一直在思考信仰是什么。佛教说眼中耳中皆是假，无边佛法才是真，基督徒说忍受生前困苦，希冀身后永生，各种政治家宣扬自身政策，无数艺术家渲染自身美学。）”

“they show vario fors of belief， so what is belief the end how can we defe beliefs if we can't fd the ner essence of the if there are so any superficial fors？（他们展现了信仰的各种表现形式，那么信仰到底是什么呢？浮于表面的形式再多，可要是找不到内在实质，我们又该怎样去定义信仰？）”林深说到这里笑着感叹，“it really cks onality and is different for everyone it can reach a nsens that allows a group to be tiately terdependent（它确实缺乏共性，对于每个人不尽相同。它可以达成共识，让一个团体亲密相依。）”

林深顿了一下继续说道，“if we look at it this way， none of can defe it， but we can express it， seize it and love it（如果这样看，我们没有一个人可以定义它，但是我们却可以去表现它，抓住它，热爱它。）”

“i jt said that i had no faith becae i thought it was eless， becae i only thought of yself as the whole， becae ovies were enough to ake up y life（我刚才说我曾经没有信仰，因为我觉得它根本无用，因为我只将我自己当做全部，因为电影已经足够构成我的人生。）”

“but now， i have changed， people will always enunter their own gods， the day i t， y heart suddenly lost order and no longer stable， i thought it was the body was unfaithful to ， but fact， it is only y d detered to abandon their pride and bias， it has to fd a support for theselves（可是现在，我已经改变了，人总会遇到自己的神明，遇见的那一天我心脏忽然失去秩序不再稳定，我以为这是身体对我不忠，但实际上这只不过是我的思想下定决心背弃自己的骄傲和偏颇，它要为自己寻觅一个支撑。）”

他紧接着这句话扬起眉峰。

“it sees a bit too literary to say that i a worried that the dia reporters who are known as the uncrowned kg will isunderstand ， so i tend to be ore scere and siple（这么说似乎有些过于文艺化，我很担心那些被誉为无冕之王的媒体记者们会误解我的意思，所以我打算再赤诚再简单一些。）”

林深从上面向下看，他知道贺呈陵在看他，他知道，因为他的心跳再次不忠于自己，只是为另外一个人的存在而心跳加速。

“y lover has jt nfessed to here that he can't bear to aept criticis and refe to say y na， but i don't care about prejudices i want to tie our desty together and atropos can't cut it off（我的恋人刚才在这里对我表白，他不忍心我因此收到非议而不愿说出我的名字，但我并不在乎那些偏见，我要让我们的命运紧紧捆绑在一起，阿特洛波斯也无法剪断。）”

他念完之后笑出声来，抬起手打了一个响指。